Stained Monochrome Wings

Emotionally Disturbed

02-10-13

I'll never be good enough for you.

I'll just be this empty piece of emotionally and mentally disturbed piece of shit that lives with you.

And I'll never amount to anything more than just that.

No matter how much I do to distract myself from my home life,

I'll never be able to get how you see me out of my self-conscious.

But I'm supposed to hate you? The vile bloody fucking wench that banes me.

Who rebels against rebellion.

Who breaks what is already shattered.

Rendering me a wallflower; introverted and closed off.

And I'm so tired of feeling fucked up.

What can I do other than nothing?

Covering my scars with creams and cloth.

Putting on a smile daily, carrying out my tasks guilelessly.

Not sharing, not talking.

Withdrawn.

Withdrawn from a fucked up world I want no part in.

Take me the mother

fuck away.