Stained Monochrome Wings

First Heartache

11-20-07 (revised 12-29-15)

I don't know

Why did I even bother chasing after you?

You once brought me joy

but now I can only feel pain.

You did what you did because you're a jerk;

I did what I did for revenge.

You kept complaining about me and what I do.

Well don't you know I have a million things to tell about you?

You're so blind, why didn't you see it was me that cared?

Could it have been because you've spent too much time with her?

I was the one that you built up and then tore down.

And now to know that you don't even care?

Just hearing you talk about it brings tears to my eyes.

You've beaten me when I haven't done the slightest thing wrong

now I still have the bruises and scars.

I'm sorry – I started doing it again –

but now I have more scars then before.

Don't you see what you've done to me?

My heart was broken in half

and I can't seem to find the rest.

I know that you have it, just wait for me.

Waiting for me to run back so I can get

abused by your words and actions again.