Stained Monochrome Wings

Charmed Oblivion

05-31-10

Unappreciative with a touch of apathy

The latest fashion statement in this charmed oblivion.

Mommy, hold me close for this innocence doesn’t last.

You’ve missed out, Daddy, thanks for being there.

Going down in this charmed oblivion.

You don’t know how to listen

let me make my own decisions.

If I fall, I’ll fall knowing it was me

it will make me a better person-to-be.

Self-centered, dysfunctional, “words of wisdom”

let me make my own decisions.

As they say, home is where the hurt is.

Are these words finally seeping in?

Failing, falling, one by one,

crash all around your ignorant mind.

Once so close like real kin

now destruction of the dysfunction.

You put me through it,

this family’s fucked shit.

How could you do it?

Mother, Father, I’m not like you.

Quit raising me as if I’m the youth gone wild.

Your constant abuse, topsy-turvy my life.

I’m only fucked up because you are.

I’m the survived abortion,

your perfect little defect.