Stained Monochrome Wings

Pressures

11-14-12 (revised 12-29-15)

Day in, day out all this shit hangs over my head. Pressures to become the “perfect child” is nearly impossible without betraying my morals and what I deem proper. Always have I been pushed one way or the other; I’ve been annoyed for a long while now by these thoughts. Was this just a test sent by some form of non-existent God to test my strength, or is this simply some kind of red string of fate to de...

On To The Next One

11-21-07 (revised-12-29-15)

I wanna get out of my life,

I need to get away from you.

You caused me so much pain and sorrow

I just need to get free from you.

I hate you so much, I want you out of my life

I don't wanna see you anymore, I'm done with you.

Just leave my friends and I alone

and be with the one you “love”

So go ahead and torment m...

First Heartache

11-20-07 (revised 12-29-15)

I don't know

Why did I even bother chasing after you?

You once brought me joy

but now I can only feel pain.

You did what you did because you're a jerk;

I did what I did for revenge.

You kept complaining about me and what I do.

Well don't you know I have a million things to tell about you?

You're so blind, why didn't you see it was me that cared?

Could it have ...

Empty Love

06-14-08

The pain I have inside

feels like it won't mend.

I have to realize now, that this is really the end.

My tears won't left me see,

you surely cannot know,

I want to be beside you, but have to let you go.

The hurt that I feel,

a poison sure but slow,

I try to move my life on, but the pain just seems to grow.

If o...

Charmed Oblivion

05-31-10

Unappreciative with a touch of apathy

The latest fashion statement in this charmed oblivion.

Mommy, hold me close for this innocence doesn’t last.

You’ve missed out, Daddy, thanks for being there.

Going down in this charmed oblivion.

You don’t know how to listen

let me make my own decisions.

If I fall, I’ll fall knowing it was me

it wi...

Back To Me, Back to You

03-19-09 (revised 12-29-15)

I’d rather keep this hate for myself,

Why’d I bother wasting it on you?

You went behind my back

why’d you have to go and wreck

all the good times we once had?

I’d rather keep it for myself

all this hate you threw at me,

all this hate you threw.

I’d rather keep it fo...

Secrets

02-23-08 (revised 12-29-15)

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All the thoughts I think,

they all involve you.

In my heart, I love you so

and you love me all the same.

Or so I assumed.

I think of you when I'm alone,

and I sit quietly at my schoolgirl desk.

Giddy, heart palpitations,

anxious butterflies in my stomach.

I write sweet things

all about the way I feel,

the things we speak of

when no one else ...

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I’ve been on hiatus the past year due to personal issues in my life, but have finally decided to start up this project again. Firstly I’d like to thank my the few followers/reblogs I’ve had through the span of my Stained Monochrome Wings Tumblr blog. Your appreciation of my little works.

The start of the project will l...